haiz...........now in bad mood cuz juz quarrel wif mum...........over LIT project. actually we wanted 2 meet at HC de house on MONDAY to continue wif project but den mum last minute told mii to go n hep at mii father's stall so i cannot go. den i tell her i dun wanna go she scold mii and said i nv spare a tot 4 mii dad.........wa lao is not tt lar.............but we plan 2 go HC house long time liao then last minute wan me to tell every1 tt i cannot go. siao..........we spent so much time prepare 4 MONDAY then i dun go.............is she nv spare a tot 4 mii............sob sob...........becuz of this...........i shouted at mii mum...............saying," WA LAO!!!!! i spend so much time to prepare then now u come n tell me tt i cannot go..........SIAO!!!!!! U NV CONSIDERED how i felt ar!!!!!" she then shouted back," I DUN CARE!!!!! U GO N HELP UR FATHER ON MONDAY!!!!"
She then left the house.................n i slammed the door behind her...............n went back doing mii summarising. its SOOOOOO NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!! everytime need to listen to her n got no say in everything lar..............sux lor.............then today got so fed up wif bro le then mum n tell this tt its soooo natural for mii to flare up lar...............damn it..........now still so fed up n dunno if should go n help my father..............haiz..............or go HC house do project...............anyway i definitely go to do project n quarrel wif mum when she comes back home tonight..............stupid de..............she nv considered my feelings n then screamed at mii le..............i feel so hurt..............she can't even understand her own son when his frenz can understand him so much better.................haiz................wat kind of family is this? im so hurt now lar.............mum dun understand mii wat kind of life is this?! maybe she won't ever understand mii n mii life haiz.................so bothered abt this...............dunno who to talk abt this to..............feeling so bottled up.............cannot n dunno how to express at home.............so how???............will I HAV THIS KIND OF LIFE??????????